1
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[swing creaking]

2
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[girl sobbing]

3
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[blood dripping]

4
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[sobbing continues]

5
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♪ ominous music ♪

6
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[sobbing continues]

7
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[sniffles]

8
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[chain clinking]

9
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[grunting]

10
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[chain clinking]

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♪ ominous music continues ♪

12
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[girl gagging]

13
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[swing creaking]

14
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[clock ticking]

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♪ upbeat music ♪

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WOMAN 1: Fifty hours.
WOMAN 2: Fifteen?

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WOMAN 1: Fifty, 5-0.
[woman 2 sighs]

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WOMAN 3:
Did you do at home?

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WOMAN 1: Oh, hell no.
And thank God, you know--

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WOMAN 3: Oh, that's right,
because you had the whole--

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WOMAN 1:
Tear.

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WOMAN 4:
Uh-huh, yep, same with my sister.

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WOMAN 1:
Oh, and the little surgery to fix it?

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WOMAN 4: Ugh.
WOMAN 1: Woof.

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WOMAN 4:
Oh, and going to the bathroom after?

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WOMAN 1:
Forget it. For months.

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WOMAN 2:
I had a cyst on my vagina last week.

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WOMAN 5:
Ugh. Size of a golf ball.

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WOMAN 4:
Did they drain it?

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WOMAN 2:
Longest needle I've ever seen.

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- [balloon pops]
- Ha!

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[giggles]

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WOMAN 1:
But it'll all be worth it.

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WOMAN 4: Mm-hmm, that's right.
WOMAN 5: Of course, it will be.

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WOMAN 2:
And the best part is design superstar

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Ella Patel herself will be doing
the nursery for me,

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personally.
WOMAN 1: No.

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WOMAN 4:
Stop it! Stop it!

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WOMAN 1: No.
WOMAN 4: Shut up, shut up!

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This is all I hear everywhere in town.

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Ella Patel Designs, Ella Patel Design.

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I told her
I didn't wanna know a thing

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just as long
as there's a crib in there.

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Years of trust built off

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of holding each other's hair
back in college.

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I saw your feature in Tribeza. Stunning.

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Oh, my God, I almost died
when Shauna told me you'd be here.

48
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I need you to do my lake house.

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FIONA:
Yeah, well, she can't fit you in.

50
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Our girl's graduated to resorts.

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She just beat out
all the major firms.

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- Hey, whose kid is--
- Oh!

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- FIONA: Babe?
- Hey, are you okay?

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Yeah. You wanna feel?

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No, thank you.

56
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It's a baby, El, not an alien.

57
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Ella, when are you
and Aidan gonna have kids?

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Ella, when are you and Aidan--

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Ella doesn't want kids.

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Why don't you want kids?

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- Well--
- Yes, you do. You want kids.

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Um--

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- But family is everything.
- I have a family.

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Don't worry, your clock will kick in.

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I mean, what do you do all day
without kids?

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<i>♪ I get so close ♪</i>

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<i>♪ When I'm climbing
through the valley ♪</i>

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[moaning]

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<i>♪ I feel it most ♪</i>

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And we should get that installed
as soon as possible

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'cause I know that would
make them so happy.

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Hi, Rosie. How you doing?

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- My little Meal Angel.
- It's good to see you.

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<i>♪ Where forests grow ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Colors dance for us so brightly ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I found my home ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Hear the ocean whisper to me ♪</i>

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No, no.

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Children are the best thing
that will ever happen to you.

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[branch snaps]
[boy screams]

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- [body thuds]
- Oh my--

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♪ ominous music ♪

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[knocking on door]

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Hi, Ella.

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I'm Dr. Webber.

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Nice to meet you, Dr. Webber.

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My husband, Aidan Patel,
speaks so highly of you.

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Says that you are the best of the best.

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We all love Aidan
down at the hospital.

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Keeps things light.
[Ella chuckles]

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I like him too.

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So we're just here for your annual?

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- ELLA: Yes.
- Okay.

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[chair whirring]

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Okay, we're gonna start
with your breast exam.

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- Mm.
- Tender?

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Just around my cycle.

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Mm.

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Um, my mother passed away
from breast cancer

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when she was my age.

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That's why Aidan wanted me
to start seeing you this year.

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Hmm.

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Go ahead
and scoot down for me.

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Are you, uh, taking
any kind of birth control?

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I stopped taking birth control
when I was 35

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'cause of the breast cancer thing.

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DR. WEBBER:
Ah.

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ELLA:
So we just use condoms.

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[gel squelching]

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[scraping]
Ugh.

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[lid snaps shut]

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Just a little pressure.

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Are you and Aidan planning
on starting a family?

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Just don't think
I'm quite ready yet.

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All done. You can sit up now.

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[groans softly]

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[sighs]

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Everything looks good.

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But you're 37?

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- Yes.
- Mm.

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It's technically geriatric,

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so, unfortunately, you don't get

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to be not quite ready yet anymore.

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Well, it's not that I'm not quite ready,

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it's that I just actually
don't want children.

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I never have.

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I keep waiting for my clock
to start ticking.

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I wake up every morning
hoping that today will be the day.

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But it just hasn't happened.

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I think I actually
don't have a clock.

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- It's just--
- All women have a biological clock.

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Maybe yours is just broken.

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MAN:
Well, there she is.

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- Ella Patel.
- Hey, Harvs.

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I bought 'em out of every copy.

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[Ella chuckles]

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Sweet.

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Hey, I got your order
already in the back.

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Huh.

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[camera shutter clicks]

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[chuckles]

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MAN 1: his what?
MAN 2: Femur.

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MAN 1:
His what? What, what is that thing?

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MAN 2:
Yeah, thigh bone.

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MAN 1: No.
MAN 2: Right through his skin.

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MAN 1:
But he's okay?

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Oh yeah.
I mean, uh, emergency surgery

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and he's gonna be in a cast
for a couple months,

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but, uh,

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you know kids,
they bounce back.

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From your mouth to God's ears.

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You, you get me anything this week?

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[whispering] Hospital grade.

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JOSEPH:
Oh.

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[bag unzipping]

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Oh.

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Pens.

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I keep telling you,
we have way better swag now, Dad.

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We have, uh, iPad cases, totes.

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Oh! No, I like my pens.

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JOSEPH/ELLA:
Are you kidding me?

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This is caviar.

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You brought him more pens.

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- Wow.
- I cleared out, like, six boxes

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of those things
from his office last week.

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So? Oh, my God.

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That looks great, what is that?

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Beluga.

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Beluga Caviar and pens.
What did I do to deserve this?

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Mwah!

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Well, we could all
be dead tomorrow.

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Don't say that. You do not say--
What's wrong with you?

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Pull your ears right now.
Pull your ears.

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- There.
- Right.

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That looks amazing, babe.

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Look at the two of you,
you're both so wonderful.

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You, you're the best cook I know.

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And you have a beautiful home,
you have wonderful careers.

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Look at you, you're crazy
about each other. Mm?

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Only one thing, there's a couple
of empty chairs at the table.

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Dad, can we not?
Can we just enjoy this meal?

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Her mother and I,
we would've had more.

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We would've had six,
we would've had seven.

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We loved each other that much.

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00:10:20,664 --> 00:10:21,998
But, you know, she was sick,
she was too sick.

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Not about how much
you love your spouse, Dad.

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JOSEPH:
You know, her grandparents?

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Ah, that's all they ever wanted,
they wanted a big family.

189
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Can we not bring
Zadie and Bubbie into this?

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00:10:28,964 --> 00:10:30,840
Yeah. Ah, I'm sorry
you don't want to hear it.

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I'm sorry
that makes you uncomfortable.

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But really, their story
is also your story.

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And it is a story
that is much bigger than you.

194
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[chuckling] It's a story that started

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when the fish first crawled
out of the sea.

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It's a story about becoming primates,
becoming humans.

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It's a story about your ancestors

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who survived thousands of years.

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Survived the camps.

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For what, for it all to end
right now, with you?

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00:10:52,904 --> 00:10:53,863
- [thumps table]
- Dad.

202
00:10:55,740 --> 00:10:57,701
Well, I'm just speaking reality.

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There's not a lot of us left.

204
00:11:05,792 --> 00:11:06,877
I just have to go.

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00:11:09,671 --> 00:11:13,508
[clock ticking]

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00:11:17,762 --> 00:11:19,556
AIDAN:
Just enjoy dinner, okay.

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00:11:19,556 --> 00:11:21,266
I don't want you getting riled up.

208
00:11:21,266 --> 00:11:22,434
It's not good for your heart.

209
00:11:23,435 --> 00:11:25,478
JOSEPH:
She's the reason my heart aches.

210
00:11:25,478 --> 00:11:27,480
She's why my heart aches.

211
00:11:30,150 --> 00:11:31,484
[sniffles]

212
00:11:33,820 --> 00:11:35,447
[inhales deeply]

213
00:11:36,531 --> 00:11:37,532
[Ella moans]

214
00:11:38,700 --> 00:11:40,368
[kissing]

215
00:11:49,211 --> 00:11:50,587
[drawer rattling]

216
00:11:53,048 --> 00:11:56,426
[panting]

217
00:11:56,426 --> 00:11:57,427
What's wrong?

218
00:12:01,181 --> 00:12:02,182
What's happening?

219
00:12:03,058 --> 00:12:05,352
[moaning]

220
00:12:16,738 --> 00:12:18,156
We can't do this 'cause of your dad.

221
00:12:21,076 --> 00:12:22,327
It's not just him.

222
00:12:23,203 --> 00:12:25,497
It's everyone, everything, everywhere.

223
00:12:25,497 --> 00:12:26,790
So fuck it.

224
00:12:28,208 --> 00:12:30,919
Let's just do it.
Let's have one.

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00:12:32,170 --> 00:12:33,171
[Aidan scoffs]

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Romantic.

227
00:12:37,217 --> 00:12:39,344
Well, you want a family, so--

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Not like this.

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I want us both to want one
or I don't want one at all.

230
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Well, then you're probably
shit out of luck, Aidan.

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00:12:45,725 --> 00:12:46,560
Yeah, I know, El.

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We've been through this
a million times,

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and every time I tell you,
as long as I get to be with you,

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I'm happy, with or without kids.

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I wish I believed that.
I really wish I believed that.

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I don't know what else
you want me to say.

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There's nothing to say.

238
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There's nothing that people
haven't been saying

239
00:13:02,242 --> 00:13:03,952
since we were married
10 years ago,

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when I was fresh and shiny
and chock full of eggs.

241
00:13:06,454 --> 00:13:10,542
I just-- I-I am about
to be 38 years old, Aidan,

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and I am out of time.

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00:13:12,919 --> 00:13:14,087
I'm out of time.

244
00:13:14,921 --> 00:13:16,840
Why do you seem surprised by this?

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We both knew this day was coming.

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00:13:19,968 --> 00:13:22,888
And there's no magic potion
out there that's gonna fix you.

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00:13:24,931 --> 00:13:25,891
Fix me?

248
00:13:27,100 --> 00:13:29,394
Come on, El,
I didn't mean it like that.

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You know that.

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♪ somber music ♪

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DR. WEBER:
<i>All women have a biological clock.</i>

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Maybe yours is just broken.

253
00:14:37,087 --> 00:14:38,004
Broken?

254
00:14:39,339 --> 00:14:40,799
As in, can be fixed?

255
00:14:42,300 --> 00:14:44,636
Big article about it
in the journals recently.

256
00:14:44,636 --> 00:14:47,597
Uh, been looked at as a fertility issue
for the first time.

257
00:14:48,557 --> 00:14:51,393
Could be as simple
as a hormonal imbalance.

258
00:14:51,393 --> 00:14:53,144
And if you find the right balance,

259
00:14:53,812 --> 00:14:55,605
perhaps your clock
will start ticking after all.

260
00:14:57,607 --> 00:15:01,152
New biotech firm doing
a clinical trial this month.

261
00:15:01,611 --> 00:15:03,363
Want me to see if I can get you in?

262
00:15:06,741 --> 00:15:07,576
Thank you.

263
00:15:08,910 --> 00:15:12,372
It's just, I have this huge job
that starts next week.

264
00:15:12,372 --> 00:15:13,623
In person.

265
00:15:13,623 --> 00:15:16,918
The dates are just--
DR. WEBER: Sure. Um, well, look.

266
00:15:18,003 --> 00:15:22,424
I don't usually do this,
but you are Aidan's wife, so--

267
00:15:25,802 --> 00:15:28,513
Here, here's my cell,
if you change your mind.

268
00:15:31,266 --> 00:15:32,225
Huh.

269
00:15:39,649 --> 00:15:40,650
[door closes]

270
00:15:43,904 --> 00:15:45,488
AIDAN:
You almost left your portfolio.

271
00:15:47,616 --> 00:15:48,617
ELLA:
Lifesaver.

272
00:16:03,632 --> 00:16:05,467
AIDAN: Knock it out
of the park, gorgeous.

273
00:16:05,467 --> 00:16:07,344
ELLA:
Thank you. Love you.

274
00:16:07,344 --> 00:16:08,303
AIDAN:
I love you too.

275
00:16:10,180 --> 00:16:11,514
Call me.
ELLA: I will.

276
00:16:13,099 --> 00:16:14,017
[Ella chuckles]

277
00:16:18,063 --> 00:16:18,939
[car door closes]

278
00:16:21,107 --> 00:16:21,942
[seatbelt clicks]

279
00:16:46,424 --> 00:16:48,426
[phone line ringing]

280
00:16:49,094 --> 00:16:50,095
ELLA: [over phone]
<i>Hi, Michael.</i>

281
00:16:51,221 --> 00:16:54,933
<i>So, I, um, I have some bad news.</i>

282
00:16:56,560 --> 00:16:58,853
<i>Something's come up,
and I have to pull out</i>

283
00:17:00,021 --> 00:17:01,106
<i>of the job.</i>

284
00:17:02,107 --> 00:17:03,400
<i>I'm leaving the project.</i>

285
00:17:04,734 --> 00:17:05,527
<i>I know.</i>

286
00:17:06,236 --> 00:17:08,405
<i>I know you really took
a chance on me and--</i>

287
00:17:09,906 --> 00:17:12,325
<i>No, this was my dream job.</i>

288
00:17:13,868 --> 00:17:16,830
<i>Yes. I know how this looks
and the position it puts you in.</i>

289
00:17:18,832 --> 00:17:19,958
<i>I'm so sorry.</i>

290
00:17:33,221 --> 00:17:36,224
♪ foreboding music ♪

291
00:18:41,539 --> 00:18:44,542
♪ foreboding music continues ♪

292
00:18:59,307 --> 00:19:00,058
[knock on door]

293
00:19:02,018 --> 00:19:02,978
Mm-hmm.

294
00:19:03,603 --> 00:19:05,981
I know. It's insane.

295
00:19:06,439 --> 00:19:08,400
Yeah, it's a lot.

296
00:19:09,734 --> 00:19:10,735
You know what?

297
00:19:11,278 --> 00:19:12,612
Don't even worry
about it right now.

298
00:19:15,615 --> 00:19:17,284
Hi, I'm Dr. Simmons.

299
00:19:17,784 --> 00:19:18,785
Ella Patel.

300
00:19:19,286 --> 00:19:20,870
Well, I'm grateful you're here, Ella.

301
00:19:20,870 --> 00:19:22,497
This is my study we're conducting,

302
00:19:22,497 --> 00:19:25,083
and anyone who volunteers
their time is much appreciated.

303
00:19:25,500 --> 00:19:26,376
Thank you.

304
00:19:27,127 --> 00:19:29,087
Well, let me break down
the next 10 days for you

305
00:19:29,629 --> 00:19:30,839
so that you know what to expect.

306
00:19:32,048 --> 00:19:36,261
First off, my background is
in obstetrics and gynecology

307
00:19:36,261 --> 00:19:38,513
with an emphasis on the cognitive side

308
00:19:38,513 --> 00:19:40,181
of fertility issues.

309
00:19:40,181 --> 00:19:42,684
I have seen too many women
like you over the years

310
00:19:42,684 --> 00:19:45,270
just pulling their hair out, miserable,

311
00:19:45,270 --> 00:19:48,023
because they don't want to have children.

312
00:19:48,023 --> 00:19:49,774
But after hearing their stories

313
00:19:49,774 --> 00:19:51,192
and knowing their medical history,

314
00:19:51,192 --> 00:19:53,904
I have become 100 percent convinced

315
00:19:54,279 --> 00:19:57,866
that this is
a fixable physiological issue.

316
00:19:59,200 --> 00:20:00,952
The idea is simple.

317
00:20:01,912 --> 00:20:06,750
It is the singular evolutionary goal
of a species to procreate.

318
00:20:07,375 --> 00:20:09,711
That is our purpose, right?

319
00:20:10,879 --> 00:20:12,881
- Right.
- Which says to me that

320
00:20:12,881 --> 00:20:15,592
because you are otherwise
physically healthy,

321
00:20:15,592 --> 00:20:19,679
your system is just a little off,
chemically, mentally.

322
00:20:20,680 --> 00:20:23,475
No different than someone
with depression. You follow?

323
00:20:24,559 --> 00:20:27,812
- Sure.
- So the whole goal of this trial

324
00:20:27,812 --> 00:20:31,149
is to get you back realigned
with your natural state.

325
00:20:31,650 --> 00:20:33,026
And what does that involve?

326
00:20:33,568 --> 00:20:35,195
A multi-pronged approach.

327
00:20:35,737 --> 00:20:37,113
We administer medication,

328
00:20:37,113 --> 00:20:39,616
a newly engineered synthetic hormone--

329
00:20:39,616 --> 00:20:42,327
- Synthetic?
- A regimen of pills.

330
00:20:42,327 --> 00:20:45,997
The same naturally occurring hormones
that already exist in your body,

331
00:20:45,997 --> 00:20:48,583
just formulated
to up your desire for kids.

332
00:20:49,084 --> 00:20:52,462
And we pair that course
of treatment with CBT,

333
00:20:52,462 --> 00:20:54,464
cognitive behavioral therapy.

334
00:20:54,464 --> 00:20:55,966
Sorry, how much
can you really accomplish

335
00:20:55,966 --> 00:20:57,342
with 10 days of therapy?

336
00:20:57,759 --> 00:21:00,428
So we use a very targeted approach.

337
00:21:00,428 --> 00:21:02,222
Intense, but effective.

338
00:21:03,014 --> 00:21:05,559
And look, this trial is just
a jumping-off point.

339
00:21:05,559 --> 00:21:08,270
Don't expect to leave here in 10 days
with baby fever.

340
00:21:08,270 --> 00:21:09,312
I'm not a magician.

341
00:21:10,021 --> 00:21:12,148
But we can refer you
to someone good after,

342
00:21:12,148 --> 00:21:14,109
and you can continue
the work if you choose.

343
00:21:15,277 --> 00:21:16,778
- Hmm.
- Hey.

344
00:21:18,029 --> 00:21:21,074
You showed up today.
Hardest part is already over.

345
00:21:22,492 --> 00:21:25,870
Tonight, just relax

346
00:21:25,870 --> 00:21:28,873
and let modern medicine
do the rest.

347
00:21:33,420 --> 00:21:36,214
Uh, did, uh,
Cara show you the dining room?

348
00:21:36,798 --> 00:21:38,884
The food here
is actually really good.

349
00:21:39,968 --> 00:21:40,802
Fresh.

350
00:21:43,430 --> 00:21:45,640
Okay then, I will see you tomorrow.

351
00:21:49,060 --> 00:21:50,020
Dr. Simmons.

352
00:21:53,064 --> 00:21:54,482
I might be a tough case.

353
00:21:56,943 --> 00:21:58,361
You're not a case to me, Ella.

354
00:21:58,862 --> 00:22:02,198
You're a human being,
and the best kind, too.

355
00:22:03,575 --> 00:22:04,701
What kind is that?

356
00:22:06,077 --> 00:22:06,953
A woman.

357
00:22:12,042 --> 00:22:13,668
[chuckles]
[door closes]

358
00:22:23,178 --> 00:22:26,556
♪ foreboding music ♪

359
00:23:18,775 --> 00:23:22,988
♪ foreboding music continues ♪

360
00:23:48,889 --> 00:23:49,931
[exhales]

361
00:24:19,628 --> 00:24:21,379
I just don't want
the responsibility.

362
00:24:21,963 --> 00:24:25,133
And... being constantly covered
in throw-up,

363
00:24:25,675 --> 00:24:26,885
cleaning up shit.

364
00:24:26,885 --> 00:24:28,762
Like, that's your reward?

365
00:24:29,596 --> 00:24:32,057
That's if you even make it
through the birth.

366
00:24:32,057 --> 00:24:33,558
DR. SIMMONS:
What do you mean by that?

367
00:24:33,558 --> 00:24:34,684
"Make it through the birth."

368
00:24:34,684 --> 00:24:37,270
Like, if you make it through
your pelvis separating,

369
00:24:37,270 --> 00:24:39,648
or the vaginal cysts.

370
00:24:39,648 --> 00:24:42,567
Clogged ducts, the blood, shit, pain.

371
00:24:43,151 --> 00:24:44,694
DR. SIMMONS:
Well, there are meds for that.

372
00:24:44,694 --> 00:24:46,529
[scoffs] Yeah.

373
00:24:46,529 --> 00:24:49,241
Hard pass on a giant needle
in my spine.

374
00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:53,036
DR. SIMMONS: You know,
it's highly unlikely for a woman to die

375
00:24:53,036 --> 00:24:55,872
or suffer lasting side effects
in childbirth these days.

376
00:24:58,208 --> 00:24:59,584
But why take the risk?

377
00:25:00,919 --> 00:25:03,421
DR. SIMMONS: Have you ever considered
that you might have tokophobia?

378
00:25:04,256 --> 00:25:05,423
Tokophobia?

379
00:25:06,675 --> 00:25:08,552
A pathological fear of pregnancy.

380
00:25:10,178 --> 00:25:13,098
I didn't know there was
a technical term for it,

381
00:25:13,098 --> 00:25:15,183
but... yeah,

382
00:25:17,018 --> 00:25:18,311
I'm terrified.

383
00:25:18,311 --> 00:25:22,023
And yet you chose to come here
to conquer your fears.

384
00:25:23,400 --> 00:25:25,193
That must mean a lot to your husband.

385
00:25:25,193 --> 00:25:26,111
[chuckles]

386
00:25:26,695 --> 00:25:27,904
He doesn't know that I'm here.

387
00:25:28,446 --> 00:25:29,489
Oh.

388
00:25:30,282 --> 00:25:32,409
Interesting. Why not?

389
00:25:34,494 --> 00:25:36,079
Because what if it doesn't work?

390
00:25:40,041 --> 00:25:43,795
Now, a diagnosis is good,
but it's meaningless

391
00:25:44,462 --> 00:25:48,174
unless we uncover why your phobia exists.

392
00:25:49,509 --> 00:25:50,635
What drives it.

393
00:25:50,635 --> 00:25:51,678
Okay.

394
00:25:51,678 --> 00:25:53,263
DR. SIMMONS:
Don't be nervous.

395
00:25:53,263 --> 00:25:55,223
You're just gonna look at some cards

396
00:25:55,223 --> 00:25:56,600
and tell me what you see.

397
00:25:59,936 --> 00:26:02,063
ELLA:
Like a Rorschach test?

398
00:26:02,063 --> 00:26:02,898
DR. SIMMONS:
Similar.

399
00:26:03,565 --> 00:26:06,234
Some women see more than others,

400
00:26:06,860 --> 00:26:08,820
but the amount doesn't mean anything.

401
00:26:11,031 --> 00:26:12,198
Sit with them.

402
00:26:23,668 --> 00:26:25,128
[exhales softly]

403
00:26:28,590 --> 00:26:30,717
♪ ominous music ♪

404
00:26:32,469 --> 00:26:33,553
[exhales sharply]

405
00:26:34,804 --> 00:26:36,223
Are you seeing this?

406
00:26:36,973 --> 00:26:38,141
DR. SIMMONS:
Tell me what you're seeing.

407
00:26:41,061 --> 00:26:43,980
A very tall woman.

408
00:26:45,315 --> 00:26:46,441
DR. SIMMONS:
Anything else?

409
00:26:51,154 --> 00:26:53,406
Oh.
DR. SIMMONS: Yes?

410
00:26:54,950 --> 00:26:56,743
A pile of--

411
00:26:57,410 --> 00:27:01,498
A-a family of... of dead bugs.

412
00:27:02,666 --> 00:27:03,708
Spiders.

413
00:27:10,966 --> 00:27:12,342
A grandfather clock.

414
00:27:14,094 --> 00:27:15,011
Yeah.

415
00:27:15,887 --> 00:27:17,055
Anything else?

416
00:27:22,686 --> 00:27:23,645
Hmm.

417
00:27:29,568 --> 00:27:31,027
No, nothing else.

418
00:27:35,365 --> 00:27:36,700
What do they all mean?

419
00:27:39,578 --> 00:27:42,372
We will get to the bottom
of that tomorrow.

420
00:27:46,418 --> 00:27:47,836
[pills rattling]

421
00:28:18,867 --> 00:28:23,663
[clock ticking]

422
00:28:41,306 --> 00:28:42,265
[thud]

423
00:28:57,155 --> 00:28:58,990
Well, I guess we should start
with the easy one.

424
00:29:00,450 --> 00:29:02,577
Okay. Let's start with the easy one.

425
00:29:02,577 --> 00:29:06,581
My dad has a massive
grandfather coffin in his living room.

426
00:29:07,332 --> 00:29:11,169
<i>It's a very important family heirloom,
our one and only.</i>

427
00:29:12,379 --> 00:29:13,797
DR. SIMMONS:
<i>And why is it so important?</i>

428
00:29:15,507 --> 00:29:18,426
'Cause it's the one thing that they--

429
00:29:19,302 --> 00:29:20,637
Finish that sentence?

430
00:29:21,096 --> 00:29:26,059
Recovered from their home
after the war.

431
00:29:26,059 --> 00:29:27,269
And who is they?

432
00:29:27,269 --> 00:29:28,770
My grandparents.

433
00:29:28,770 --> 00:29:31,022
Survivors. Birkenau.

434
00:29:31,022 --> 00:29:33,692
That explains why you called it
a coffin a moment ago.

435
00:29:33,692 --> 00:29:34,943
I didn't call it a coffin.

436
00:29:35,610 --> 00:29:37,529
You called it a grandfather coffin.

437
00:29:39,239 --> 00:29:41,533
Why do you think
it symbolizes death to you?

438
00:29:44,077 --> 00:29:46,997
Is it possible that
what that clock symbolizes

439
00:29:46,997 --> 00:29:51,042
to everyone else, survival, is meaningless

440
00:29:51,042 --> 00:29:54,421
if you as an only child
make no heirs to pass it on to?

441
00:29:56,464 --> 00:30:00,135
Perhaps it feels like
a physical representation

442
00:30:00,135 --> 00:30:02,554
of the final resting place
of your family's storyline.

443
00:30:04,180 --> 00:30:05,348
A coffin.

444
00:30:10,228 --> 00:30:11,104
Okay.

445
00:30:11,855 --> 00:30:13,690
And the spiders.

446
00:30:14,107 --> 00:30:17,193
Uh, you said you saw a, a pile of--

447
00:30:17,193 --> 00:30:20,780
a, a family of, uh, dead bugs.

448
00:30:20,780 --> 00:30:23,158
Well, that one seems
pretty easy too now.

449
00:30:23,950 --> 00:30:26,286
- Tell me.
- Well, that's how they did it.

450
00:30:27,370 --> 00:30:29,831
They called us bugs
until people believed them.

451
00:30:30,874 --> 00:30:33,710
You exterminate bugs. Insects.

452
00:30:35,420 --> 00:30:38,465
And when they were done,
they just piled us.

453
00:30:39,549 --> 00:30:41,092
One on top of the other.

454
00:30:45,847 --> 00:30:48,808
It's uncomfortable
to talk about, isn't it?

455
00:30:49,226 --> 00:30:52,103
Horrifying. The ultimate evil.

456
00:30:52,103 --> 00:30:53,355
Why do you say that?

457
00:30:54,522 --> 00:30:55,732
"The ultimate evil."

458
00:30:56,483 --> 00:30:57,567
[chuckles]

459
00:30:58,360 --> 00:31:00,403
Well, I hardly need to tell you.

460
00:31:00,403 --> 00:31:01,905
Uh, six million--

461
00:31:01,905 --> 00:31:04,324
Yeah, but there have been
far greater numbers,

462
00:31:04,991 --> 00:31:07,077
genocides, than that.

463
00:31:09,829 --> 00:31:12,082
So why do people consider
this one the worst?

464
00:31:17,963 --> 00:31:20,257
Because things were good.

465
00:31:20,632 --> 00:31:26,221
This happened amongst wealthy,
educated, cultured people.

466
00:31:27,305 --> 00:31:30,850
Modern people,
between neighbors and friends,

467
00:31:31,434 --> 00:31:33,019
husbands and wives,

468
00:31:34,312 --> 00:31:38,066
doctors... and patients.

469
00:31:39,818 --> 00:31:43,905
So deep down, people understand
that if it happened there and then,

470
00:31:43,905 --> 00:31:46,199
it could happen here and now.

471
00:31:47,367 --> 00:31:48,952
That scares the living shit out of them.

472
00:31:49,869 --> 00:31:52,872
What one might be willing to do
to another human being

473
00:31:52,872 --> 00:31:56,585
if society simply
gave them permission.

474
00:32:01,631 --> 00:32:04,676
And you... struggle

475
00:32:04,676 --> 00:32:07,178
with the concept of bringing
a child into a world like that.

476
00:32:10,223 --> 00:32:13,476
Anyone who doesn't
isn't paying attention.

477
00:32:19,608 --> 00:32:22,027
And the very tall woman?

478
00:32:23,486 --> 00:32:24,487
No clue.

479
00:32:27,657 --> 00:32:28,533
Okay.

480
00:32:30,619 --> 00:32:32,579
Very good work today.

481
00:32:33,747 --> 00:32:34,915
Now, before we end,

482
00:32:34,915 --> 00:32:38,585
I want to talk to you about
the results of your blood work.

483
00:32:39,127 --> 00:32:41,922
The numbers are what
would be considered low.

484
00:32:41,922 --> 00:32:44,049
It won't be impossible
for you to get pregnant,

485
00:32:44,049 --> 00:32:46,760
but in order to accelerate the process,

486
00:32:46,760 --> 00:32:48,970
I would like to offer you
the option of an implant.

487
00:32:49,512 --> 00:32:50,931
Implant?

488
00:32:50,931 --> 00:32:52,807
We are finding it highly effective.

489
00:32:53,767 --> 00:32:54,476
When?

490
00:32:55,185 --> 00:32:59,105
On your last day, we would do
a simple procedure, painless,

491
00:32:59,105 --> 00:33:02,275
<i>Valium, and implant a small device</i>

492
00:33:02,275 --> 00:33:04,986
<i>that would dispense additional hormones</i>

493
00:33:04,986 --> 00:33:06,988
<i>in conjunction with the pills.</i>

494
00:33:06,988 --> 00:33:09,157
ELLA:
<i>And how long does that have to stay in?</i>

495
00:33:09,157 --> 00:33:12,160
DR. SIMMONS: <i>Well, the good news,
actually, is that, uh,</i>

496
00:33:12,160 --> 00:33:13,536
<i>it's not meant to come out.</i>

497
00:33:14,496 --> 00:33:15,538
<i>Permanent.</i>

498
00:33:15,538 --> 00:33:19,501
[clock ticking]

499
00:33:28,593 --> 00:33:31,388
[ticking continues]

500
00:33:31,388 --> 00:33:32,472
[slams book shut]

501
00:33:41,147 --> 00:33:42,107
[ticking stops]

502
00:33:42,107 --> 00:33:43,483
[clattering]

503
00:33:56,079 --> 00:33:59,958
[ticking resumes]

504
00:34:06,548 --> 00:34:07,716
[sighs]

505
00:34:08,341 --> 00:34:10,510
[loud ticking]

506
00:34:13,847 --> 00:34:17,809
[gears rattling]

507
00:34:28,778 --> 00:34:29,696
[exhales]

508
00:34:38,705 --> 00:34:39,623
WOMAN:
Day six?

509
00:34:40,665 --> 00:34:41,625
Sorry.

510
00:34:42,626 --> 00:34:44,085
Didn't mean to scare you.

511
00:34:56,681 --> 00:34:57,599
[lighter clicks]

512
00:35:21,414 --> 00:35:22,457
[chuckles]

513
00:35:23,166 --> 00:35:24,125
Thank you.

514
00:35:27,003 --> 00:35:27,879
Day five.

515
00:35:29,631 --> 00:35:30,507
You?

516
00:35:31,967 --> 00:35:32,926
Last night.

517
00:35:34,344 --> 00:35:35,762
Get my implant in the morning.

518
00:35:37,514 --> 00:35:39,099
Feels like graduation.

519
00:35:55,949 --> 00:35:56,950
Don't worry.

520
00:35:57,784 --> 00:36:00,412
It really does get easier
once you make it through The Tank.

521
00:36:28,481 --> 00:36:30,108
Aah!
[gasping]

522
00:36:31,484 --> 00:36:32,027
[bones crack]

523
00:36:32,694 --> 00:36:33,862
Aah!

524
00:36:37,866 --> 00:36:40,243
[phone line ringing]

525
00:36:40,952 --> 00:36:42,203
AIDAN: [on phone]
<i>You got service.</i>

526
00:36:43,580 --> 00:36:44,497
[chuckling] Aidan.

527
00:36:45,832 --> 00:36:47,375
AIDAN:
<i>What's wrong?</i>

528
00:36:47,375 --> 00:36:51,922
[sighs] Uh, I don't know. I just--

529
00:36:53,798 --> 00:36:54,758
Rough day.

530
00:36:55,967 --> 00:36:57,219
AIDAN:
<i>Meetings not go well?</i>

531
00:36:58,136 --> 00:37:00,222
Yeah, no, they, they went well.

532
00:37:00,222 --> 00:37:01,097
I just--

533
00:37:03,183 --> 00:37:05,352
I just really wanted
to hear your voice.

534
00:37:06,019 --> 00:37:07,062
AIDAN:
<i>Yeah.</i>

535
00:37:08,605 --> 00:37:10,023
<i>I don't think
I've ever gone this long</i>

536
00:37:10,023 --> 00:37:11,358
<i>without talking to you...</i>

537
00:37:13,026 --> 00:37:14,027
<i>since we met.</i>

538
00:37:14,653 --> 00:37:15,612
Yeah.

539
00:37:16,613 --> 00:37:17,656
AIDAN:
<i>I miss you.</i>

540
00:37:29,334 --> 00:37:30,335
Tell me.

541
00:37:32,963 --> 00:37:35,590
Tell me what you'd do to me
if I were there right now.

542
00:37:47,561 --> 00:37:50,522
The tank is systematic desensitization.

543
00:37:50,522 --> 00:37:52,899
There's really nothing to be scared of.

544
00:37:52,899 --> 00:37:55,860
We tailor every experience
to the individual

545
00:37:55,860 --> 00:37:59,656
and whatever mental blocks
they're working to overcome.

546
00:38:04,202 --> 00:38:08,081
♪ foreboding music ♪

547
00:38:16,381 --> 00:38:17,424
Water temp okay?

548
00:38:19,759 --> 00:38:21,511
[water sloshing]

549
00:38:21,803 --> 00:38:22,679
Yes.

550
00:38:23,179 --> 00:38:24,556
DR. SIMMONS:
If it ever gets to be too much,

551
00:38:24,556 --> 00:38:27,976
you just press that button right there
to release the hatch.

552
00:38:29,185 --> 00:38:30,520
Any questions?

553
00:38:30,520 --> 00:38:32,439
I just kinda--
DR. SIMMONS: Yep.

554
00:38:32,898 --> 00:38:34,316
Get in and close.

555
00:38:38,069 --> 00:38:39,696
You can set your robe on the bench.

556
00:38:50,498 --> 00:38:51,541
[door closes]

557
00:38:53,001 --> 00:38:56,755
♪ foreboding music ♪

558
00:39:13,647 --> 00:39:16,441
[water sloshing]

559
00:39:24,491 --> 00:39:27,786
[breathing softly]

560
00:39:30,956 --> 00:39:34,501
♪ calm music ♪

561
00:39:39,089 --> 00:39:40,173
[Ella chuckles]

562
00:39:45,387 --> 00:39:46,346
[baby cries]

563
00:39:46,346 --> 00:39:47,806
[Ella cries]

564
00:39:49,015 --> 00:39:50,433
[whimpers]

565
00:39:50,433 --> 00:39:51,101
[baby cries]

566
00:39:53,812 --> 00:39:54,938
[baby cries]
ELLA: Ah!

567
00:39:57,482 --> 00:40:00,485
<i>Hello,
I'm Dr. Elizabeth Simmons,</i>

568
00:40:00,485 --> 00:40:02,988
<i>and today we'll be learning
to perform maintenance</i>

569
00:40:02,988 --> 00:40:04,447
<i>on a working clock.</i>

570
00:40:04,447 --> 00:40:06,575
[groaning]

571
00:40:06,575 --> 00:40:09,703
<i>We'll be using a wrench, pliers,</i>

572
00:40:09,703 --> 00:40:11,037
<i>and tweezers</i>

573
00:40:11,037 --> 00:40:12,163
<i>to reset the cog</i>

574
00:40:13,582 --> 00:40:14,583
<i>behind the pendulum.</i>

575
00:40:14,583 --> 00:40:15,834
[Ella groans]

576
00:40:16,793 --> 00:40:18,169
Aah! Aah!

577
00:40:18,545 --> 00:40:19,963
I wanna get out!

578
00:40:19,963 --> 00:40:22,007
I need to get out! Help!

579
00:40:24,259 --> 00:40:25,385
Let me out!

580
00:40:27,053 --> 00:40:28,096
Let me out!

581
00:40:28,096 --> 00:40:30,307
Dr. Simmons, let me out!

582
00:40:30,807 --> 00:40:31,725
Let me out!
[door opens]

583
00:40:31,725 --> 00:40:32,642
[gasps]

584
00:40:36,062 --> 00:40:41,026
[soft growl]

585
00:40:42,444 --> 00:40:46,323
[gasping]

586
00:40:47,991 --> 00:40:48,575
[thud]

587
00:40:54,289 --> 00:40:57,208
[muffled chatter]

588
00:40:57,208 --> 00:40:59,628
- Oh God.
- No, no, no, no, no.

589
00:40:59,628 --> 00:41:01,087
Do not try to stand up.

590
00:41:01,087 --> 00:41:02,631
I examined you myself,

591
00:41:02,631 --> 00:41:05,383
but the paramedics are
on their way just to be safe.

592
00:41:05,383 --> 00:41:06,343
Ella, listen.

593
00:41:06,885 --> 00:41:10,096
I understand that the tank
can be very traumatic,

594
00:41:10,096 --> 00:41:11,932
but that is the whole point.

595
00:41:12,682 --> 00:41:15,310
And the stronger the reaction,
the better the outcome.

596
00:41:15,310 --> 00:41:18,271
And for what it's worth,
I thought you were magnificent in there.

597
00:41:18,271 --> 00:41:19,689
You made it through the whole video.

598
00:41:19,689 --> 00:41:20,899
Not many women do.

599
00:41:20,899 --> 00:41:22,651
You were watching me?

600
00:41:22,651 --> 00:41:26,154
Of course. This is a clinical study.

601
00:41:26,154 --> 00:41:27,864
- We monitor everything.
- So you saw the--

602
00:41:28,907 --> 00:41:30,867
- Who is she?
- Who is who?

603
00:41:30,867 --> 00:41:32,911
- The woman.
- Annika?

604
00:41:32,911 --> 00:41:36,206
No, no, the, the, the woman
who came at the end.

605
00:41:36,206 --> 00:41:37,040
Yes, Annika.

606
00:41:37,040 --> 00:41:38,875
- No, that was not her--
- The nurse who did your intake

607
00:41:38,875 --> 00:41:40,335
the first--

608
00:41:40,335 --> 00:41:41,294
I'm happy to show you.

609
00:41:45,924 --> 00:41:47,342
Look. Look.
[Ella groaning]

610
00:41:49,719 --> 00:41:50,762
ELLA:
<i>Let me out!</i>

611
00:41:51,304 --> 00:41:53,640
<i>Can somebody hear me?
Let me out!</i>

612
00:41:53,640 --> 00:41:55,350
<i>Dr. Simmons, let me out!</i>

613
00:41:55,350 --> 00:41:57,894
<i>Let me out!</i>

614
00:41:59,479 --> 00:42:00,939
ANNIKA:
<i>Ms. Patel, are you okay?</i>

615
00:42:00,939 --> 00:42:03,191
[Ella gasping]

616
00:42:03,191 --> 00:42:05,193
ANNIKA:
<i>Ms. Patel. Ms--</i>

617
00:42:05,569 --> 00:42:08,446
<i>Help! Somebody help us!
Dr. Simmons.</i>

618
00:42:11,616 --> 00:42:12,701
No. U-Uh--

619
00:42:13,285 --> 00:42:15,912
No, I wanna go.
I wanna go home. I--

620
00:42:15,912 --> 00:42:17,163
Yes, tomorrow.

621
00:42:17,163 --> 00:42:20,292
No, I'm done
with this experimental bullshit.

622
00:42:22,043 --> 00:42:24,421
May I remind you, Ella,

623
00:42:26,047 --> 00:42:30,176
that this is a voluntary program
that you signed up for,

624
00:42:30,635 --> 00:42:33,430
that women in pain sign up for.

625
00:42:33,430 --> 00:42:34,681
Well, it doesn't work.

626
00:42:34,681 --> 00:42:37,767
You just sat on this couch
and watched scenes from a birth

627
00:42:37,767 --> 00:42:39,352
without even blinking.

628
00:42:39,352 --> 00:42:41,187
The therapy fixes your fears,

629
00:42:41,187 --> 00:42:43,523
and the hormones fix your desire.

630
00:42:43,523 --> 00:42:45,233
It works.

631
00:42:49,613 --> 00:42:51,239
Paramedics are downstairs.

632
00:42:51,823 --> 00:42:53,950
If they take you in,
you can't come back.

633
00:42:55,160 --> 00:42:56,286
Policy.

634
00:42:59,623 --> 00:43:01,291
[door opens]

635
00:43:01,291 --> 00:43:03,084
[pills rattling]
[door closes]

636
00:43:06,880 --> 00:43:09,049
Implant can cause
some discomfort with insertion,

637
00:43:09,049 --> 00:43:11,426
so... Valium.

638
00:43:15,805 --> 00:43:17,641
Is everything alright?
[chuckles]

639
00:43:18,975 --> 00:43:20,727
Yeah, I'm just gonna pass
on the pills.

640
00:43:20,727 --> 00:43:22,687
Oh, I wouldn't recommend that.

641
00:43:23,563 --> 00:43:25,106
Yeah, I'm still feeling a little--

642
00:43:25,649 --> 00:43:27,025
From my fall.

643
00:43:27,025 --> 00:43:30,654
And Dr. Simmons
said it'll be quick, so--

644
00:43:31,863 --> 00:43:32,739
Okay.

645
00:43:33,657 --> 00:43:34,491
She'll be in shortly.

646
00:43:36,785 --> 00:43:37,786
[door opens]

647
00:43:38,745 --> 00:43:39,663
[door closes]

648
00:43:48,713 --> 00:43:53,009
♪ ominous music ♪

649
00:43:53,468 --> 00:43:56,012
[metallic clattering]

650
00:43:57,430 --> 00:44:01,059
DR. SIMMONS: Deep breath.
[deep breaths]

651
00:44:03,687 --> 00:44:04,437
[gasps]

652
00:44:14,406 --> 00:44:15,448
You alright?

653
00:44:16,533 --> 00:44:17,450
Fine.

654
00:44:18,451 --> 00:44:19,244
Okay.

655
00:44:20,704 --> 00:44:24,207
Two pills daily,
same time every day.

656
00:44:24,708 --> 00:44:28,253
You'll be receiving check-in calls from me
to track your progress.

657
00:44:28,670 --> 00:44:31,965
And wait at least three weeks
before you have intercourse, okay?

658
00:44:33,174 --> 00:44:34,009
Okay.

659
00:44:34,718 --> 00:44:36,970
Hey. That's it.

660
00:44:38,471 --> 00:44:40,599
You did it. It's done.

661
00:44:42,601 --> 00:44:45,270
I really believe in a couple of weeks,
you're gonna think coming here was

662
00:44:45,270 --> 00:44:47,439
the best decision you ever made.

663
00:44:50,233 --> 00:44:51,526
Thank you, Dr. Simmons.

664
00:44:53,904 --> 00:44:54,779
[door slams shut]

665
00:45:02,412 --> 00:45:04,748
♪ ominous music ♪

666
00:45:21,723 --> 00:45:22,807
[exhales]

667
00:45:28,897 --> 00:45:30,357
[inhales deeply]

668
00:45:33,902 --> 00:45:35,070
[exhales]

669
00:45:37,447 --> 00:45:38,448
Aah!

670
00:45:45,914 --> 00:45:46,706
Ah.

671
00:45:48,333 --> 00:45:49,751
She's not real.

672
00:45:51,169 --> 00:45:52,629
She's not real.

673
00:46:06,643 --> 00:46:11,189
♪ ominous music ♪

674
00:46:13,400 --> 00:46:16,945
[heavy breathing]

675
00:46:36,089 --> 00:46:39,968
[retching]

676
00:46:47,893 --> 00:46:52,105
[groaning]

677
00:47:01,823 --> 00:47:05,744
♪ foreboding music ♪

678
00:47:22,093 --> 00:47:24,304
[barks, growls]

679
00:47:26,431 --> 00:47:28,225
[barking, growling continues]

680
00:47:28,225 --> 00:47:29,809
AIDAN:
What are you barking at, you nut?

681
00:47:29,809 --> 00:47:30,977
What's he doing?

682
00:47:30,977 --> 00:47:32,729
AIDAN: What are you doing?
That's your mother, you lunatic.

683
00:47:32,729 --> 00:47:34,606
Jesus, welcome home.

684
00:47:34,606 --> 00:47:36,650
See what happens
when you leave us for too long?

685
00:47:36,650 --> 00:47:38,151
We lose our goddamn minds.

686
00:47:39,694 --> 00:47:40,820
Mm.

687
00:47:43,823 --> 00:47:44,574
Hey, gorgeous.

688
00:47:45,242 --> 00:47:46,159
Hi.

689
00:47:48,245 --> 00:47:49,246
You okay?

690
00:47:49,788 --> 00:47:50,622
Mm-hmm.

691
00:47:51,915 --> 00:47:53,124
You feel a little clammy.

692
00:47:53,917 --> 00:47:57,128
Oh. Just long drive.

693
00:47:57,128 --> 00:47:57,879
Hmm.

694
00:47:57,879 --> 00:48:00,715
Low blood sugar.
Gonna get something to eat.

695
00:48:00,715 --> 00:48:02,717
Okay. Well, I want
to hear all about it.

696
00:48:02,717 --> 00:48:04,803
- Mm-hmm.
- I've got a bottle coming to temp.

697
00:48:05,679 --> 00:48:06,429
Mm.

698
00:48:08,890 --> 00:48:12,227
[switch clicking]

699
00:48:12,769 --> 00:48:16,523
DR. SIMMONS:
<i>Hello. I'm Dr. Elizabeth Simmons.</i>

700
00:48:19,442 --> 00:48:21,903
<i>And today, we'll be learning
to perform maintenance</i>

701
00:48:21,903 --> 00:48:23,446
<i>on a working clock.</i>

702
00:48:30,495 --> 00:48:32,122
<i>We will take the clock apart,</i>

703
00:48:37,335 --> 00:48:38,503
<i>reassemble it,</i>

704
00:48:42,883 --> 00:48:44,384
<i>and then put it in beat.</i>

705
00:48:48,013 --> 00:48:50,348
<i>So that it will run reliably.</i>

706
00:49:05,530 --> 00:49:06,656
[whispering] I missed you.

707
00:49:07,115 --> 00:49:08,491
[whispering] I missed you.

708
00:49:10,327 --> 00:49:11,494
[kisses]

709
00:49:14,039 --> 00:49:15,081
[Ella chuckles]

710
00:49:21,588 --> 00:49:22,589
[Ella moans]

711
00:49:35,810 --> 00:49:39,147
[heavy breathing]

712
00:49:40,232 --> 00:49:41,107
Wait.

713
00:49:41,524 --> 00:49:42,484
I-- Um,

714
00:49:43,443 --> 00:49:46,363
I'm actually exhausted

715
00:49:46,988 --> 00:49:49,115
from the week and the drive.

716
00:49:51,952 --> 00:49:52,744
AIDAN:

717
00:49:54,412 --> 00:49:55,455
Okay.

718
00:50:01,920 --> 00:50:03,797
Whew. Is it hot in here?

719
00:50:06,174 --> 00:50:07,384
AIDAN:
No.

720
00:50:11,638 --> 00:50:13,014
I'm gonna get some water.

721
00:50:14,849 --> 00:50:15,934
[lid opens]

722
00:50:21,064 --> 00:50:22,148
[exhales]

723
00:50:29,573 --> 00:50:30,574
Phew.

724
00:50:35,078 --> 00:50:35,954
Ugh.

725
00:51:17,954 --> 00:51:19,414
[eggshell cracks]

726
00:51:23,710 --> 00:51:27,464
♪ ominous music ♪

727
00:51:45,023 --> 00:51:49,277
GROUP: [singing]

728
00:51:49,736 --> 00:51:54,574
<i>♪ Happy birthday to you ♪</i>

729
00:51:54,574 --> 00:51:59,371
<i>♪ Happy birthday, dear Ella ♪</i>

730
00:51:59,871 --> 00:52:04,084
<i>♪ Happy birthday to you ♪</i>

731
00:52:04,084 --> 00:52:06,962
[all cheering, applauding]

732
00:52:10,882 --> 00:52:12,133
[blows]

733
00:52:13,134 --> 00:52:15,136
Assholes.
[Shauna chuckles]

734
00:52:15,136 --> 00:52:16,012
Help me.

735
00:52:17,973 --> 00:52:20,600
- Yay!
- Woo!

736
00:52:21,351 --> 00:52:24,020
SHAUNA:
So, when do you start the install?

737
00:52:24,020 --> 00:52:24,980
On the resort?

738
00:52:26,314 --> 00:52:27,274
Not quite sure.

739
00:52:27,274 --> 00:52:29,776
SHAUNA: Okay, but you'll do
the nursery first, right?

740
00:52:29,776 --> 00:52:30,610
Of course.

741
00:52:30,610 --> 00:52:31,820
Ella, you've been saying that
for months.

742
00:52:31,820 --> 00:52:33,822
You really don't have to do it
if you're too busy.

743
00:52:33,822 --> 00:52:35,073
We completely understand.

744
00:52:35,073 --> 00:52:36,992
No, no, absolutely.

745
00:52:38,201 --> 00:52:40,161
I-I'm sorry.

746
00:52:41,246 --> 00:52:43,123
Just superstition.

747
00:52:43,123 --> 00:52:44,124
Superstition?

748
00:52:44,124 --> 00:52:45,709
Jewish superstition.

749
00:52:45,709 --> 00:52:48,044
We don't set up the nursery
until the very end.

750
00:52:48,044 --> 00:52:49,212
Why?

751
00:52:49,212 --> 00:52:51,339
Because the universe knows
when you're happy,

752
00:52:51,339 --> 00:52:53,466
and it doesn't like that.

753
00:52:53,466 --> 00:52:55,427
[scoffs] Jesus, El.

754
00:52:55,427 --> 00:52:57,137
ELLA:
We have a vengeful god.

755
00:52:59,139 --> 00:53:01,141
Who I very much don't believe in.

756
00:53:01,141 --> 00:53:04,060
So, yes, I will start tomorrow.

757
00:53:04,769 --> 00:53:05,687
Promise.

758
00:53:06,104 --> 00:53:07,063
Well, you better.

759
00:53:11,318 --> 00:53:12,235
Can I--

760
00:53:14,487 --> 00:53:15,614
You wanna touch it?

761
00:53:17,449 --> 00:53:18,533
ELLA:
Is that okay?

762
00:53:19,242 --> 00:53:21,036
Yeah, of course.

763
00:53:44,142 --> 00:53:46,144
[humming]

764
00:54:00,200 --> 00:54:01,159
El?

765
00:54:01,159 --> 00:54:04,663
♪ ominous music ♪

766
00:54:12,170 --> 00:54:13,213
Oh, my God.

767
00:54:14,422 --> 00:54:17,342
Shauna, don't move.

768
00:54:17,342 --> 00:54:18,510
SHAUNA:
What?

769
00:54:19,094 --> 00:54:19,928
What is it?

770
00:54:21,263 --> 00:54:22,264
Don't move.

771
00:54:25,225 --> 00:54:26,142
I got you.

772
00:54:27,102 --> 00:54:27,936
What?

773
00:54:28,979 --> 00:54:30,146
ELLA:
Just stay still.

774
00:54:30,981 --> 00:54:32,607
Don't move.

775
00:54:37,529 --> 00:54:38,488
AIDAN:
El?

776
00:54:39,656 --> 00:54:40,740
Ahh!
AIDAN: El! El!

777
00:54:44,953 --> 00:54:47,706
I'm not feeling very good.

778
00:54:47,706 --> 00:54:48,790
Ugh.

779
00:54:49,165 --> 00:54:49,874
Oh.

780
00:54:49,874 --> 00:54:51,793
[whispering] I think we have to go.

781
00:54:51,793 --> 00:54:52,919
AIDAN:
Okay.

782
00:54:52,919 --> 00:54:54,379
ELLA: I'll be back tomorrow...
SHAUNA: Wait.

783
00:54:54,379 --> 00:54:56,214
ELLA:
...to start the nursery.

784
00:54:56,214 --> 00:54:57,299
Thank you.

785
00:54:58,216 --> 00:54:59,092
[sighs]

786
00:55:01,094 --> 00:55:03,471
SHAUNA: Oh, okay, love you guys.
AIDAN: Love you.

787
00:55:04,931 --> 00:55:07,100
FIONA: Is she okay?
AIDAN: Yeah, she's fine, she's fine.

788
00:55:08,143 --> 00:55:08,977
Just tired.

789
00:55:10,103 --> 00:55:11,479
SHAUNA:
Let me know what time--

790
00:55:12,564 --> 00:55:13,440
Aidan.

791
00:55:25,368 --> 00:55:26,369
Harvey?

792
00:55:27,078 --> 00:55:28,413
HARVEY:
Yes, sweetheart?

793
00:55:28,413 --> 00:55:30,040
Why'd you change everything around?

794
00:55:31,499 --> 00:55:32,959
Huh?

795
00:55:32,959 --> 00:55:34,711
I can't find anything.

796
00:55:34,711 --> 00:55:36,880
Yeah, I didn't change a thing.

797
00:55:36,880 --> 00:55:39,132
Harvey, this is where
the blues are.

798
00:55:39,132 --> 00:55:42,302
I'm looking for sky blue.
This is where the blues are.

799
00:55:42,761 --> 00:55:45,055
Yeah. Aisle three.

800
00:55:46,431 --> 00:55:47,724
You're in the right spot.

801
00:55:52,437 --> 00:55:54,522
Right. Sorry.

802
00:55:55,148 --> 00:55:58,276
[phone buzzing]

803
00:55:58,276 --> 00:55:59,819
HARVEY:
Hey, holler if you need me.

804
00:56:01,154 --> 00:56:02,906
[buzzing]

805
00:56:03,823 --> 00:56:04,908
Hello.

806
00:56:04,908 --> 00:56:06,201
DR. SIMMONS:
<i>Ella, how are you?</i>

807
00:56:08,078 --> 00:56:09,454
Dr. Simmons?

808
00:56:09,454 --> 00:56:10,997
DR. SIMMONS:
<i>It's your one-week check-in.</i>

809
00:56:10,997 --> 00:56:12,123
<i>How are things going?</i>

810
00:56:12,123 --> 00:56:14,209
Right, yeah, good.

811
00:56:15,293 --> 00:56:17,587
But--
DR. SIMMONS: <i>But what?</i>

812
00:56:18,463 --> 00:56:20,507
I don't know. I'm not--

813
00:56:20,966 --> 00:56:22,968
DR. SIMMONS: [chuckles]
<i>Baby crazy.</i>

814
00:56:22,968 --> 00:56:24,886
I can feel the beginnings of it.

815
00:56:24,886 --> 00:56:26,304
- DR. SIMMONS: <i>Good.</i>
- I can.

816
00:56:27,222 --> 00:56:29,015
Which is so, so great.
DR. SIMMONS: <i>Good.</i>

817
00:56:29,516 --> 00:56:30,684
It just--

818
00:56:30,684 --> 00:56:33,186
I'm not quite there yet.

819
00:56:33,728 --> 00:56:35,855
DR. SIMMONS: <i>Give the hormones
a few months to fully kick in.</i>

820
00:56:37,148 --> 00:56:39,025
Thought you said I don't have
that kind of time.

821
00:56:40,569 --> 00:56:43,863
DR. SIMMONS: <i>Are you experiencing
any negative side effects?</i>

822
00:56:43,863 --> 00:56:45,323
<i>Vertigo, insomnia?</i>

823
00:56:45,323 --> 00:56:46,533
If I was?

824
00:56:47,325 --> 00:56:48,994
DR. SIMMONS:
<i>We'd stop the meds immediately.</i>

825
00:56:49,578 --> 00:56:50,870
So I'd be disqualified.

826
00:56:50,870 --> 00:56:53,081
DR. SIMMONS:
<i>Well, it's not pass/fail, Ella.</i>

827
00:56:53,081 --> 00:56:56,543
<i>This is your health we're talking about,
so I need you to be honest with me.</i>

828
00:56:56,543 --> 00:56:59,129
<i>Are you experiencing any side effects?</i>

829
00:57:06,011 --> 00:57:06,928
Hot.

830
00:57:08,013 --> 00:57:09,139
I'm hot.

831
00:57:09,139 --> 00:57:11,766
DR. SIMMONS: <i>Perfectly normal
as your body adjusts.</i>

832
00:57:11,766 --> 00:57:13,810
<i>Okay, let's up your dosage.</i>

833
00:57:13,810 --> 00:57:16,563
<i>300 milligrams per day,
that's truly the limit.</i>

834
00:57:17,022 --> 00:57:18,565
- <i>Don't miss a dose.</i>
- Okay.

835
00:57:18,565 --> 00:57:20,108
DR. SIMMONS:
<i>Call if anything changes.</i>

836
00:57:20,108 --> 00:57:22,360
- <i>Otherwise, we'll talk next week.</i>
- Okay.

837
00:57:22,360 --> 00:57:24,195
DR. SIMMONS:
<i>Oh, and Ella?</i>

838
00:57:24,195 --> 00:57:25,113
Yes?

839
00:57:25,947 --> 00:57:27,032
DR. SIMMONS:
<i>Happy birthday.</i>

840
00:57:29,826 --> 00:57:31,369
Thank you, Dr. Simmons.

841
00:57:42,255 --> 00:57:47,510
♪ ominous music ♪

842
00:57:56,353 --> 00:57:59,481
[ratchet clicking]

843
00:58:01,483 --> 00:58:02,859
DR. SIMMONS:
<i>Hello.</i>

844
00:58:04,110 --> 00:58:05,820
<i>I'm Dr. Elizabeth Simmons.</i>

845
00:58:07,113 --> 00:58:09,574
<i>And today, we'll be learning
to perform maintenance</i>

846
00:58:09,574 --> 00:58:10,909
<i>on a working clock.</i>

847
00:58:11,785 --> 00:58:14,913
<i>We will take the clock apart,
reassemble it,</i>

848
00:58:15,580 --> 00:58:18,041
<i>and then put it in beat
so that it will run--</i>

849
00:58:18,041 --> 00:58:21,294
<i>We will be using a wrench, pliers,</i>

850
00:58:21,294 --> 00:58:22,170
<i>and tweezers.</i>

851
00:58:22,170 --> 00:58:23,797
<i>We will take the clock apart--</i>

852
00:58:24,839 --> 00:58:26,967
<i>So that it will run reliably.</i>

853
00:58:26,967 --> 00:58:28,176
[knock on door]
SHAUNA: El?

854
00:58:28,176 --> 00:58:29,594
Don't, don't, don't.
Yeah, yeah.

855
00:58:29,594 --> 00:58:31,846
Don't, don't. I just--

856
00:58:32,305 --> 00:58:33,890
I don't want you to see it yet.

857
00:58:34,766 --> 00:58:35,600
SHAUNA:
Okay.

858
00:58:36,351 --> 00:58:37,769
Wanna take a little walk with me?

859
00:58:37,769 --> 00:58:39,104
Need to stretch my legs.

860
00:58:39,813 --> 00:58:42,649
Yeah. Sure. One second.

861
00:58:43,525 --> 00:58:45,569
[panting]

862
00:58:47,195 --> 00:58:48,154
[groans]

863
00:58:49,906 --> 00:58:51,324
[chuckles] No peeking.

864
00:58:52,951 --> 00:58:53,910
SHAUNA:
Where's your crew?

865
00:58:55,036 --> 00:58:56,246
ELLA:
This one's all me.

866
00:58:57,080 --> 00:58:59,541
My gift.
SHAUNA: I cannot wait.

867
00:59:02,544 --> 00:59:04,504
[keys jingling]

868
00:59:04,504 --> 00:59:07,674
[phone buzzing]

869
00:59:09,843 --> 00:59:11,011
- You want me to get it?
- Yeah.

870
00:59:12,345 --> 00:59:13,305
Ah, unknown.

871
00:59:13,972 --> 00:59:16,516
Uh, I'll take it. Here.

872
00:59:16,516 --> 00:59:18,143
- Huh?
- I'll meet you in there.

873
00:59:18,143 --> 00:59:18,977
Okay.

874
00:59:19,978 --> 00:59:21,313
- Got it?
- I got it.

875
00:59:22,731 --> 00:59:23,940
Dad, we're here.

876
00:59:27,819 --> 00:59:28,737
Hello?

877
00:59:28,737 --> 00:59:30,322
DR. SIMMONS:
<i>Hi, Ella, Dr. Simmons here.</i>

878
00:59:31,740 --> 00:59:33,950
Hi.
DR. SIMMONS: <i>Two-week check-in.</i>

879
00:59:35,327 --> 00:59:37,954
[clock ticking]
JOSEPH: They decided
to take me off the Plavix,

880
00:59:37,954 --> 00:59:39,873
and now he's decided
to put me on something called--

881
00:59:40,415 --> 00:59:44,169
It's some-- Uh, it's some empire.

882
00:59:44,586 --> 00:59:46,463
AIDAN: Empire?
JOSEPH: Byzantine or something.

883
00:59:46,463 --> 00:59:48,298
I don't know.
They come up with these ridiculous names.

884
00:59:48,298 --> 00:59:50,800
[ticking continues]

885
00:59:50,800 --> 00:59:52,344
AIDAN: Persantine.
JOSEPH: Persantine, yes.

886
00:59:52,344 --> 00:59:53,470
AIDAN:
Okay, uh--

887
00:59:53,470 --> 00:59:55,889
[muffled conversation]

888
00:59:59,809 --> 01:00:01,353
Look, this is you and your mother.

889
01:00:01,353 --> 01:00:02,646
You couldn't have been more than,
I don't know,

890
01:00:02,646 --> 01:00:04,147
you're probably
two days old here.

891
01:00:04,147 --> 01:00:07,275
She was so excited
about becoming a mother.

892
01:00:07,275 --> 01:00:08,818
Which reminds me,
I have to call your mother back,

893
01:00:08,818 --> 01:00:11,321
because she promised to bring me over
the whatchamacallit stuff

894
01:00:11,321 --> 01:00:12,572
I love with the pistachios.

895
01:00:12,572 --> 01:00:14,157
[laughing] I love it.
AIDAN: Okay.

896
01:00:14,157 --> 01:00:17,702
JOSEPH: And-- Oh, look at you here,
oh, my God, how cute you are!

897
01:00:17,702 --> 01:00:19,037
My little <i>flaterl.</i>

898
01:00:19,037 --> 01:00:19,913
AIDAN:
<i>Flaterl?</i>

899
01:00:19,913 --> 01:00:21,790
My little butterfly,
my little butterfly.

900
01:00:24,251 --> 01:00:27,587
And somebody's bar mitzvah,
I don't know whose.

901
01:00:28,296 --> 01:00:29,923
And something-- What's under here?

902
01:00:30,757 --> 01:00:32,300
Oh, my God.

903
01:00:32,300 --> 01:00:35,387
I have been looking
for this photograph for years.

904
01:00:39,599 --> 01:00:40,809
Who is that?

905
01:00:40,809 --> 01:00:42,769
What? Well, you--
Well, you know who this is.

906
01:00:42,769 --> 01:00:44,896
- No, I don't.
- Yeah, this is your grandmother.

907
01:00:44,896 --> 01:00:47,649
This is the first picture
that she had taken in America.

908
01:00:47,649 --> 01:00:48,567
Well, it's understandable.

909
01:00:48,567 --> 01:00:49,859
I mean, you don't recognize her

910
01:00:49,859 --> 01:00:51,486
because she's only 80 pounds here.

911
01:00:51,486 --> 01:00:52,779
She just came out of the camps.

912
01:00:56,575 --> 01:00:59,035
[panting]
She's horrifying.

913
01:00:59,035 --> 01:01:00,620
- What?
- El.

914
01:01:01,288 --> 01:01:04,457
That woman lived a horror story.

915
01:01:04,457 --> 01:01:06,585
Yeah, well, I never wanna hear
her story again.

916
01:01:06,585 --> 01:01:08,545
Well, you can close your ears
and you can close your eyes,

917
01:01:08,545 --> 01:01:09,921
but you can't outrun her.

918
01:01:09,921 --> 01:01:13,258
We trace our line through the women,
through the matriarchs.

919
01:01:13,258 --> 01:01:15,218
Her story is in you.

920
01:01:15,218 --> 01:01:17,095
- It's your legacy.
- Quite the inheritance.

921
01:01:18,680 --> 01:01:19,973
What?

922
01:01:19,973 --> 01:01:21,808
Let me tell you something, Ella.

923
01:01:21,808 --> 01:01:24,060
When somebody receives an inheritance,

924
01:01:24,728 --> 01:01:28,148
they can either graciously accept
what's been given to them,

925
01:01:29,149 --> 01:01:30,400
or they can piss it away.

926
01:01:33,111 --> 01:01:35,447
They can just piss it away.

927
01:01:35,447 --> 01:01:36,448
Don't do that.

928
01:01:36,448 --> 01:01:38,909
- And you, my ungrateful child...
- Don't do that. Don't do that.

929
01:01:38,909 --> 01:01:41,828
- ...you've chosen to just piss it away.
- Dad, stop. Just stop.

930
01:01:41,828 --> 01:01:42,954
Stop, Dad.

931
01:01:42,954 --> 01:01:44,164
- What about this? Us!
- No.

932
01:01:44,164 --> 01:01:45,957
- Not that one. Not that one.
- Piss us--

933
01:01:45,957 --> 01:01:48,001
- No!
- Piss us away.

934
01:01:48,960 --> 01:01:53,632
The entire family line.
ELLA: [crying] No. Stop.

935
01:01:55,592 --> 01:01:57,677
I'm trying, Dad.

936
01:01:59,930 --> 01:02:01,598
[sniffles] Uh.

937
01:02:04,267 --> 01:02:06,603
I promise I am trying.

938
01:02:11,858 --> 01:02:13,777
[Ella crying]

939
01:02:22,535 --> 01:02:24,162
DR. SIMMONS:
<i>A regimen of pills.</i>

940
01:02:24,913 --> 01:02:27,707
<i>The same naturally occurring hormones</i>

941
01:02:27,707 --> 01:02:29,793
<i>that already exist in your body.</i>

942
01:02:31,503 --> 01:02:34,714
<i>Just formulated to
up your desire for kids.</i>

943
01:02:36,675 --> 01:02:37,676
<i>Don't miss a dose.</i>

944
01:02:37,676 --> 01:02:38,760
[gasps]

945
01:02:40,053 --> 01:02:41,930
[clattering]

946
01:02:41,930 --> 01:02:44,474
[keys jingling]

947
01:02:50,063 --> 01:02:51,022
[groans]

948
01:02:53,984 --> 01:02:56,528
[panting]

949
01:02:56,528 --> 01:02:57,821
[keys jingling]

950
01:02:57,821 --> 01:03:00,490
[knocking on door]
[doorbell ringing]

951
01:03:02,409 --> 01:03:03,743
FIONA:
Jesus. Okay.

952
01:03:06,371 --> 01:03:07,330
El?

953
01:03:07,330 --> 01:03:08,748
I left something in the nursery.

954
01:03:19,676 --> 01:03:21,219
[coughing]

955
01:03:21,219 --> 01:03:22,053
SHAUNA:
El?

956
01:03:23,054 --> 01:03:24,598
No, Shaun, it's not done yet.

957
01:03:25,181 --> 01:03:28,143
- Don't come in here, it's not done yet!
- Don't touch me.

958
01:03:28,143 --> 01:03:29,519
[gasps]

959
01:03:29,936 --> 01:03:31,396
What the--

960
01:03:32,439 --> 01:03:33,815
Oh, my God.

961
01:03:33,815 --> 01:03:36,526
El. What is this?

962
01:03:37,319 --> 01:03:38,445
Is this some kind of insane joke?

963
01:03:38,445 --> 01:03:40,780
I told you not to come in here.
It's not ready yet.

964
01:03:40,780 --> 01:03:42,073
No, I mean, what is this?

965
01:03:42,073 --> 01:03:42,991
Just got confused.

966
01:03:42,991 --> 01:03:45,744
Ella, I am due in a week.
Where am I gonna put him?

967
01:03:46,411 --> 01:03:48,330
Where am I gonna put my son?

968
01:03:48,330 --> 01:03:50,040
I just wanted him to bring him home.

969
01:03:50,457 --> 01:03:53,543
Somewhere beautiful.
Somewhere safe!

970
01:03:55,295 --> 01:03:56,922
What is going on with you?

971
01:03:57,589 --> 01:03:58,632
Where did you go?

972
01:03:59,466 --> 01:04:01,551
Where did my friend go?

973
01:04:04,971 --> 01:04:07,265
I went t-to a place

974
01:04:08,433 --> 01:04:09,935
so that I could catch up.

975
01:04:09,935 --> 01:04:11,645
So that we could do this together.

976
01:04:12,103 --> 01:04:13,980
Be moms together.

977
01:04:14,731 --> 01:04:18,735
I just... needed a little bit of help

978
01:04:18,735 --> 01:04:21,029
because this doesn't come naturally to me.

979
01:04:21,029 --> 01:04:23,365
SHAUNA:
No, no, stop with that shit.

980
01:04:23,949 --> 01:04:26,368
- I don't wanna hear it anymore.
- Hear what?

981
01:04:26,368 --> 01:04:28,536
How it doesn't come naturally to you
when all you have to do

982
01:04:28,536 --> 01:04:30,330
is spread your legs to make it happen.

983
01:04:30,330 --> 01:04:31,915
That's how easy it could be for you.

984
01:04:31,915 --> 01:04:35,293
That is something that I will never have
with the person that I love.

985
01:04:35,293 --> 01:04:38,421
I don't get to have that.
And it hurts.

986
01:04:40,840 --> 01:04:41,800
Oh.

987
01:04:42,342 --> 01:04:43,593
It hurts.

988
01:04:47,055 --> 01:04:48,640
Ohh!

989
01:04:51,101 --> 01:04:53,395
Fi! Oh.

990
01:04:57,065 --> 01:04:59,401
Fi. Fi, my water!

991
01:05:00,569 --> 01:05:01,861
It's so beautiful.

992
01:05:02,487 --> 01:05:05,365
What the hell are you doing?
What are you doing?

993
01:05:05,865 --> 01:05:07,492
What the hell are you doing?

994
01:05:09,536 --> 01:05:11,955
[muffled]
Stop it. Stop!

995
01:05:12,581 --> 01:05:14,457
What is wrong with you?

996
01:05:15,333 --> 01:05:18,128
Ella, what the fuck
is wrong with you?

997
01:05:18,128 --> 01:05:20,297
- I wanna see it.
- Don't, don't touch me.

998
01:05:20,297 --> 01:05:22,465
- Just let me see it!
- No! No!

999
01:05:22,465 --> 01:05:23,800
Fi, get her out of here!

1000
01:05:23,800 --> 01:05:25,927
- ELLA: Give me the baby.
- No, get off of her!

1001
01:05:25,927 --> 01:05:26,761
Get off of her!

1002
01:05:26,761 --> 01:05:29,347
ELLA:
No, I just wanna see it!

1003
01:05:29,890 --> 01:05:33,435
[indiscernible shouting]

1004
01:05:33,435 --> 01:05:34,853
Let go of me!

1005
01:05:34,853 --> 01:05:37,981
[Shauna crying]
I just wanna see--

1006
01:05:37,981 --> 01:05:40,567
I just wanna see the baby.
FIONA: No! No!

1007
01:05:40,567 --> 01:05:43,194
ELLA:
Just let me see--

1008
01:05:43,194 --> 01:05:43,987
FIONA:
No.

1009
01:05:43,987 --> 01:05:47,574
[both grunting]

1010
01:05:52,537 --> 01:05:56,583
[panting]

1011
01:06:00,587 --> 01:06:04,049
[phone buzzing]

1012
01:06:14,935 --> 01:06:17,062
Dad, I can't.
JOSEPH: <i>Ella?</i>

1013
01:06:17,062 --> 01:06:18,480
[shaky breathing]

1014
01:06:19,064 --> 01:06:20,649
Dad?
JOSEPH: <i>I fell.</i>

1015
01:06:21,650 --> 01:06:23,902
Shit, stay right there.
I'm coming.

1016
01:06:25,820 --> 01:06:27,948
[phone line ringing]

1017
01:06:27,948 --> 01:06:29,074
JENNY: [on phone]
<i>Dr. Patel's office.</i>

1018
01:06:29,074 --> 01:06:29,991
Jenny, It's Ella.

1019
01:06:29,991 --> 01:06:31,493
JENNY: <i>Oh, hi, Ella.</i>
ELLA: Is Aidan there?

1020
01:06:31,493 --> 01:06:32,911
JENNY:
<i>He's already in surgery.</i>

1021
01:06:32,911 --> 01:06:35,461
ELLA: Can you have him call me
as soon as he gets out?
JENNY: <i>Yes, of course.</i>

1022
01:06:35,956 --> 01:06:36,976
ELLA:
Dad?

1023
01:06:38,124 --> 01:06:39,960
Dad. Dad?

1024
01:06:39,960 --> 01:06:41,419
JOSEPH: Oh.
ELLA: Oh God.

1025
01:06:41,419 --> 01:06:42,587
JOSEPH: Oh. Aah.
ELLA: Oh.

1026
01:06:42,587 --> 01:06:43,713
Does your arm hurt?
JOSEPH: Yeah.

1027
01:06:43,713 --> 01:06:45,340
ELLA: Do you have chest pains?
JOSEPH: No, I don't.

1028
01:06:45,340 --> 01:06:47,217
ELLA: Where's the ambulance?
JOSEPH: No ambulance.

1029
01:06:47,217 --> 01:06:49,469
I didn't call an ambulance,
I called you.

1030
01:06:49,469 --> 01:06:50,887
ELLA:
What? Are you kidding me?

1031
01:06:50,887 --> 01:06:53,807
Dad, you can't do that,
you have to call 911.

1032
01:06:53,807 --> 01:06:56,393
JOSEPH: Don't get mad at me.
[clock ticking]

1033
01:06:56,393 --> 01:06:57,852
♪ ominous music ♪

1034
01:06:59,312 --> 01:07:03,692
[muffled indiscernible chatter]

1035
01:07:06,319 --> 01:07:09,531
[continues indistinctly]

1036
01:07:13,243 --> 01:07:15,620
[muffled] Shut the fuck up!

1037
01:07:17,122 --> 01:07:18,373
DR. SIMMONS:
<i>Hello.</i>

1038
01:07:18,373 --> 01:07:20,250
<i>I'm Dr. Elizabeth Simmons.</i>

1039
01:07:21,126 --> 01:07:24,045
<i>And today, we'll be learning
to perform maintenance</i>

1040
01:07:24,045 --> 01:07:25,505
<i>on a working clock.</i>

1041
01:07:26,172 --> 01:07:29,384
<i>We'll be using a wrench, pliers,</i>

1042
01:07:29,384 --> 01:07:30,552
<i>and tweezers</i>

1043
01:07:30,552 --> 01:07:33,263
<i>to reset the cog
behind the pendulum.</i>

1044
01:07:33,930 --> 01:07:36,099
JOSEPH:
Ella, stop! What are you doing?

1045
01:07:36,099 --> 01:07:40,103
Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!
[glass shattering]

1046
01:07:40,103 --> 01:07:42,063
JOSEPH:
Stop! Stop!

1047
01:07:48,320 --> 01:07:49,446
Stop!

1048
01:07:50,113 --> 01:07:54,618
[panting]

1049
01:07:57,078 --> 01:07:58,413
I couldn't hear you, Dad.

1050
01:07:59,331 --> 01:08:00,665
What were you saying?

1051
01:08:11,801 --> 01:08:13,386
- AIDAN: El?
- Kitchen.

1052
01:08:18,808 --> 01:08:20,352
I tried you back
on my break, but--

1053
01:08:22,312 --> 01:08:23,230
Dad fell.

1054
01:08:24,981 --> 01:08:25,982
Is he okay?

1055
01:08:29,778 --> 01:08:31,029
El, what happened?

1056
01:08:32,030 --> 01:08:33,698
ELLA:
He's okay, I'm okay.

1057
01:08:34,241 --> 01:08:35,909
Just cut my hands on some glass.

1058
01:08:36,451 --> 01:08:37,369
Glass?

1059
01:08:37,369 --> 01:08:42,249
I... destroyed the grandfather clock.

1060
01:08:42,749 --> 01:08:44,084
I tore it to shreds.

1061
01:08:45,377 --> 01:08:48,505
I couldn't take it anymore. And he--

1062
01:08:50,090 --> 01:08:52,384
Oh, my God, Aidan, he's so mad at me.

1063
01:08:55,470 --> 01:08:57,430
It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.

1064
01:08:57,430 --> 01:08:58,557
Hey, hey, hey.

1065
01:08:59,808 --> 01:09:00,767
It's okay.

1066
01:09:02,018 --> 01:09:03,436
He's been a lot lately.

1067
01:09:03,436 --> 01:09:05,897
This, this was bound to happen.

1068
01:09:07,023 --> 01:09:08,191
You lost it for a minute.

1069
01:09:09,234 --> 01:09:10,318
Don't feel bad.

1070
01:09:13,989 --> 01:09:15,865
Will you check on him later?

1071
01:09:17,075 --> 01:09:17,951
Of course.

1072
01:09:19,369 --> 01:09:22,998
But let's get you
cleaned up first, okay?

1073
01:09:22,998 --> 01:09:24,666
- I wanna look at your hands.
- Okay.

1074
01:09:24,666 --> 01:09:25,584
Okay, come on.

1075
01:09:28,837 --> 01:09:29,671
It's okay.

1076
01:09:39,681 --> 01:09:41,016
It's okay.

1077
01:09:53,069 --> 01:09:53,945
Mm.

1078
01:10:14,633 --> 01:10:15,717
- Hey, gorgeous.
- Mm.

1079
01:10:17,761 --> 01:10:18,720
Hi.

1080
01:10:24,517 --> 01:10:25,894
I want a baby.

1081
01:10:27,395 --> 01:10:30,065
El, you can't have a baby
just to please him.

1082
01:10:30,065 --> 01:10:33,026
No. No, I don't care
what he says anymore.

1083
01:10:34,486 --> 01:10:35,862
I don't care what anybody says.

1084
01:10:35,862 --> 01:10:37,489
I just care about you

1085
01:10:38,782 --> 01:10:39,824
and us.

1086
01:10:42,369 --> 01:10:44,537
I want a baby with you, Aidan.

1087
01:10:45,830 --> 01:10:46,957
Look at my eyes.

1088
01:10:48,708 --> 01:10:51,002
You always said you'd be able
to tell when I was ready.

1089
01:10:51,795 --> 01:10:52,546
[chuckles]

1090
01:10:54,172 --> 01:10:55,006
But--

1091
01:10:56,132 --> 01:10:59,427
How long has it been?
Since I left?

1092
01:11:01,721 --> 01:11:03,390
- Two weeks.
- Mm-hmm.

1093
01:11:05,684 --> 01:11:07,269
You haven't let me near you since.

1094
01:11:07,811 --> 01:11:09,187
Longest we've ever gone.

1095
01:11:13,191 --> 01:11:14,651
It's driving me crazy.

1096
01:11:16,027 --> 01:11:17,654
[whispering] Give me a baby, Aidan.

1097
01:11:20,240 --> 01:11:21,157
Yeah?

1098
01:11:21,783 --> 01:11:22,867
Yeah.

1099
01:11:32,377 --> 01:11:37,007
[both moaning]

1100
01:11:46,141 --> 01:11:47,767
Aah! Fuck!

1101
01:11:47,767 --> 01:11:48,727
What?

1102
01:11:48,727 --> 01:11:49,769
- AIDAN: Oh!
- Oh!

1103
01:11:49,769 --> 01:11:50,812
AIDAN:
Fuck! Oh!

1104
01:11:50,812 --> 01:11:53,523
Oh God, there's,
there's something sharp in there!

1105
01:11:53,899 --> 01:11:55,150
Oh! Ow!

1106
01:11:55,150 --> 01:11:56,735
- What's in there?
- Oh! Oh, I--

1107
01:11:56,735 --> 01:11:57,736
El, what's in there?

1108
01:11:58,194 --> 01:11:59,404
Oh! I'm bleeding.

1109
01:12:01,281 --> 01:12:02,365
Here, here.

1110
01:12:03,116 --> 01:12:04,451
El, what are you doing?

1111
01:12:04,451 --> 01:12:05,327
Ice, I need ice!

1112
01:12:05,327 --> 01:12:06,953
I don’t know, I don’t know.

1113
01:12:06,953 --> 01:12:09,205
I'm so sorry. I-I--

1114
01:12:09,205 --> 01:12:10,415
- Gauze, I need--
- Oh!

1115
01:12:11,416 --> 01:12:12,375
There's a roll in my bag.

1116
01:12:12,375 --> 01:12:14,419
Okay. Um, uh--

1117
01:12:14,419 --> 01:12:15,795
[grunting]

1118
01:12:24,804 --> 01:12:27,098
[Aidan grunting, panting]

1119
01:12:27,682 --> 01:12:29,476
Where is this bag from?

1120
01:12:29,476 --> 01:12:31,353
[panting]

1121
01:12:31,353 --> 01:12:33,521
I don’t know. Hospital swag.

1122
01:12:34,606 --> 01:12:36,608
No, this is their symbol.

1123
01:12:38,443 --> 01:12:39,694
Do you know these people?

1124
01:12:40,320 --> 01:12:41,863
Do you know what they're doing up there?

1125
01:12:43,740 --> 01:12:44,699
Aidan?

1126
01:12:46,618 --> 01:12:47,452
Aidan.

1127
01:12:54,376 --> 01:12:55,710
Don't be upset.

1128
01:12:58,922 --> 01:12:59,881
Don't be upset.

1129
01:13:01,633 --> 01:13:03,301
- No.
- Just-just listen to me.

1130
01:13:05,303 --> 01:13:07,097
I met Elizabeth at a convention.

1131
01:13:09,099 --> 01:13:10,433
She's cutting edge.

1132
01:13:11,685 --> 01:13:13,061
The best of the best.

1133
01:13:14,062 --> 01:13:16,064
That's what you said about Dr. Webber.

1134
01:13:18,316 --> 01:13:19,609
Who you sent me to

1135
01:13:20,569 --> 01:13:24,030
because you were worried
about breast cancer.

1136
01:13:25,824 --> 01:13:26,741
Right, Aidan?

1137
01:13:28,243 --> 01:13:29,911
That's why you sent me to her?

1138
01:13:29,911 --> 01:13:33,790
Because you were worried
about... breast cancer?

1139
01:13:34,374 --> 01:13:38,169
I just wanted the option
presented by someone objective.

1140
01:13:39,254 --> 01:13:41,965
Someone who could talk
to you objectively

1141
01:13:43,091 --> 01:13:45,427
so you could decide yourself
if you wanted to go.

1142
01:13:46,511 --> 01:13:49,556
Because I never wanted
to pressure you.

1143
01:13:53,852 --> 01:13:56,438
Well, aren't you a fucking hero?

1144
01:13:56,897 --> 01:13:58,523
[screams]
Oh, whoa!

1145
01:13:58,523 --> 01:14:00,191
Fuck you, Aidan!

1146
01:14:00,191 --> 01:14:01,526
Fuck you!

1147
01:14:01,526 --> 01:14:02,777
AIDAN:
Ella, where are you going?

1148
01:14:02,777 --> 01:14:04,779
I'm going to see the best of the best!

1149
01:14:04,779 --> 01:14:05,989
[tires squealing]

1150
01:14:10,577 --> 01:14:14,581
♪ dramatic music ♪

1151
01:14:26,635 --> 01:14:29,095
- Simmons. Where is she?
- Ma'am, I can't--

1152
01:14:29,763 --> 01:14:31,014
Shit.

1153
01:14:31,014 --> 01:14:31,973
Elizabeth.

1154
01:14:37,062 --> 01:14:38,271
Elizabeth!

1155
01:14:41,566 --> 01:14:42,859
Elizabeth!

1156
01:14:47,197 --> 01:14:47,906
Elizabeth!

1157
01:14:49,950 --> 01:14:50,784
DR. SIMMONS:
Ella?

1158
01:14:52,160 --> 01:14:53,453
Take it out.

1159
01:14:54,246 --> 01:14:54,913
Now.

1160
01:14:55,830 --> 01:14:57,791
Why don't we, why don't we go
to my office to discuss--

1161
01:14:57,791 --> 01:14:59,417
No, we're not going to your office.

1162
01:14:59,417 --> 01:15:01,419
We're going to the exam room,
and you are gonna take

1163
01:15:01,419 --> 01:15:04,965
this goddamn implant out
right fucking now.

1164
01:15:05,632 --> 01:15:08,009
That implant is not meant to come out.

1165
01:15:09,010 --> 01:15:11,680
But it can come out, right?

1166
01:15:11,680 --> 01:15:12,514
No.

1167
01:15:13,682 --> 01:15:15,141
It would damage you permanently.

1168
01:15:16,476 --> 01:15:17,852
You would never be able to have children.

1169
01:15:23,024 --> 01:15:24,901
And what makes you think
I would care about that?

1170
01:15:26,945 --> 01:15:28,780
Because I know that you want them now.

1171
01:15:31,283 --> 01:15:33,076
Because my program works.

1172
01:15:36,204 --> 01:15:37,372
[sobs]

1173
01:15:40,083 --> 01:15:41,126
You want a baby.

1174
01:15:43,128 --> 01:15:44,296
[crying] I do.

1175
01:15:47,257 --> 01:15:49,342
I want a baby more than anything.

1176
01:15:54,639 --> 01:15:56,016
It's okay, Ella. It's okay.

1177
01:15:56,808 --> 01:15:59,144
Hey. It's okay.

1178
01:15:59,144 --> 01:16:00,270
It's okay.

1179
01:16:03,356 --> 01:16:05,066
Alright. Let's sit down.

1180
01:16:08,570 --> 01:16:11,114
This is great news.

1181
01:16:12,574 --> 01:16:14,326
So why all the tears?

1182
01:16:16,703 --> 01:16:18,872
Because I think I'm getting divorced.

1183
01:16:21,041 --> 01:16:22,584
I'm so sorry to hear that.

1184
01:16:25,253 --> 01:16:28,215
- So how am I going to--
- Honey.

1185
01:16:28,215 --> 01:16:30,508
You don't need a husband
to have a baby,

1186
01:16:30,508 --> 01:16:31,468
you just need sperm.

1187
01:16:32,928 --> 01:16:34,930
I'll set you up with an IVF specialist.

1188
01:16:34,930 --> 01:16:36,765
We'll get you pregnant in no time.

1189
01:16:38,683 --> 01:16:39,517
Okay.

1190
01:16:40,685 --> 01:16:41,561
Yeah.

1191
01:16:42,103 --> 01:16:43,063
Thank you.

1192
01:16:44,147 --> 01:16:45,106
Okay.

1193
01:16:45,899 --> 01:16:48,318
Now let's go to my office,

1194
01:16:48,318 --> 01:16:50,111
get you all cleaned up.

1195
01:16:50,111 --> 01:16:51,863
- Yeah. Mm-hmm.
- Okay?

1196
01:16:51,863 --> 01:16:53,573
[softly] Okay. Alright.

1197
01:16:55,617 --> 01:16:58,787
Okay. Alright.

1198
01:16:58,787 --> 01:17:00,038
Good, good, good.

1199
01:17:08,338 --> 01:17:11,550
No. It's not real.

1200
01:17:13,677 --> 01:17:15,470
Let's go to my office, Ella.

1201
01:17:17,847 --> 01:17:19,558
You said you weren't a magician,

1202
01:17:21,393 --> 01:17:22,227
but you are.

1203
01:17:23,645 --> 01:17:25,021
You have made me see things,

1204
01:17:25,605 --> 01:17:27,023
feel things.

1205
01:17:28,984 --> 01:17:30,277
Have they told you

1206
01:17:32,112 --> 01:17:33,154
about the side effects?

1207
01:17:37,951 --> 01:17:39,369
Of course, they haven't.

1208
01:17:41,288 --> 01:17:43,456
And we are so desperate
to be normal

1209
01:17:43,456 --> 01:17:45,917
that we are willing to white-knuckle it
through anything.

1210
01:17:45,917 --> 01:17:46,793
Hey.

1211
01:17:48,879 --> 01:17:49,963
It's okay.

1212
01:17:54,342 --> 01:17:55,302
It's not real.

1213
01:17:56,845 --> 01:18:00,432
The spiders, the clocks,
the insane tall woman.

1214
01:18:03,935 --> 01:18:05,353
My wanting children.

1215
01:18:07,564 --> 01:18:09,065
[crying]
That's a delusion too.

1216
01:18:09,941 --> 01:18:10,817
Isn't it?

1217
01:18:13,445 --> 01:18:14,529
Isn't it?

1218
01:18:15,989 --> 01:18:18,617
What you're experiencing is
the most natural thing in the world.

1219
01:18:18,617 --> 01:18:19,659
[crying] No!

1220
01:18:21,036 --> 01:18:22,871
I was natural!

1221
01:18:23,288 --> 01:18:25,540
I am natural however I am!

1222
01:18:29,544 --> 01:18:30,921
Take it out.

1223
01:18:30,921 --> 01:18:32,130
Take it out now.

1224
01:18:33,381 --> 01:18:34,090
No.

1225
01:18:35,258 --> 01:18:38,303
Fine. I'll take it out myself.

1226
01:18:40,847 --> 01:18:42,766
Ella, Ella! No!

1227
01:18:45,518 --> 01:18:46,895
[speaking German]

1228
01:18:46,895 --> 01:18:47,646
Ah! Ah!

1229
01:18:55,362 --> 01:18:58,573
I can do whatever the fuck I want.

1230
01:18:58,573 --> 01:18:59,866
[groaning]

1231
01:19:03,870 --> 01:19:04,746
[gasps]

1232
01:19:06,665 --> 01:19:09,209
[screaming]

1233
01:19:10,252 --> 01:19:13,630
[panting]

1234
01:19:48,039 --> 01:19:50,333
[sirens wailing]

1235
01:20:06,099 --> 01:20:06,892
SHERIFF:
Ella Patel?

1236
01:20:11,021 --> 01:20:12,230
We got a runner!

1237
01:20:14,024 --> 01:20:16,359
♪ dramatic music ♪

1238
01:20:16,359 --> 01:20:18,862
[sirens wailing]

1239
01:20:18,862 --> 01:20:21,531
[phone buzzing]

1240
01:20:31,625 --> 01:20:34,628
[phone buzzing]

1241
01:20:42,385 --> 01:20:44,054
Never call me again.

1242
01:20:44,679 --> 01:20:47,349
AIDAN: <i>It was me, Ella.
I called the cops.</i>

1243
01:20:47,349 --> 01:20:48,350
What?

1244
01:20:48,350 --> 01:20:50,518
AIDAN: <i>I went to check
on him like you asked.</i>

1245
01:20:50,518 --> 01:20:53,730
Get out of the vehicle!
Put your hands in the air.

1246
01:20:53,730 --> 01:20:55,273
AIDAN:
<i>I saw what you did.</i>

1247
01:20:55,649 --> 01:20:59,694
You called the cops
because I-I destroyed a clock?

1248
01:21:00,278 --> 01:21:02,447
Are you kidding me, Dad,
you can't do that.

1249
01:21:02,447 --> 01:21:03,573
You have to call 911.

1250
01:21:03,573 --> 01:21:04,908
Don't be mad at me. Don't be mad.

1251
01:21:04,908 --> 01:21:06,826
What's the matter?
Are you in pain?

1252
01:21:07,494 --> 01:21:08,453
You came.

1253
01:21:09,579 --> 01:21:10,747
Of course. I came.

1254
01:21:10,747 --> 01:21:12,457
I thought this was it.

1255
01:21:12,457 --> 01:21:15,126
I saw them. I saw them all.

1256
01:21:15,126 --> 01:21:17,003
- Saw who?
- The whole family line,

1257
01:21:17,003 --> 01:21:19,047
even the fish that crawled out of the sea.

1258
01:21:19,047 --> 01:21:21,967
But they wouldn't have me,
because I'd done wrong,

1259
01:21:21,967 --> 01:21:23,218
I'd done you wrong.

1260
01:21:26,638 --> 01:21:28,557
I shouldn't have said what I said to you.

1261
01:21:28,557 --> 01:21:30,725
You're spending
your inheritance wisely

1262
01:21:30,725 --> 01:21:34,729
by telling a different story.

1263
01:21:35,230 --> 01:21:38,358
A story that's full of love and happiness.

1264
01:21:38,358 --> 01:21:40,860
- That's all that matters to me.
- Mm.

1265
01:21:40,860 --> 01:21:42,112
No.
JOSEPH: Yes!

1266
01:21:42,112 --> 01:21:43,613
No, that's not true.
JOSEPH: You know what?

1267
01:21:43,613 --> 01:21:46,283
You want to redo the kitchen,

1268
01:21:46,283 --> 01:21:47,701
redo the whole house.

1269
01:21:47,701 --> 01:21:49,953
I'll live in one
of your fabulous resorts

1270
01:21:49,953 --> 01:21:50,996
during construction.

1271
01:21:50,996 --> 01:21:53,248
All I care about is in my final years,

1272
01:21:53,248 --> 01:21:55,208
I'm together with you
and I see you happy.

1273
01:21:55,208 --> 01:21:57,085
- No, that's not fair.
- What?

1274
01:21:57,085 --> 01:21:58,628
I already gave it up.

1275
01:21:58,628 --> 01:22:00,922
- What?
- I gave it up. I--

1276
01:22:02,674 --> 01:22:05,385
[mouthing] Shut the fuck up!

1277
01:22:05,385 --> 01:22:10,807
[clock ticking]

1278
01:22:10,807 --> 01:22:13,101
[crying]

1279
01:22:14,394 --> 01:22:18,356
♪ somber music ♪

1280
01:22:21,067 --> 01:22:23,528
[inaudible]

1281
01:22:43,173 --> 01:22:44,132
AIDAN:
<i>Ella.</i>

1282
01:22:44,883 --> 01:22:47,302
SHERIFF: I repeat, get out of the vehicle!
AIDAN: <i>El?</i>

1283
01:22:49,095 --> 01:22:50,055
<i>El?</i>

1284
01:22:55,518 --> 01:22:58,188
[indistinct police radio chatter]

1285
01:23:03,777 --> 01:23:05,070
[handcuffs clicking]

1286
01:23:27,509 --> 01:23:28,510
[sharp breath]

1287
01:23:35,934 --> 01:23:38,186
[water sloshing]

1288
01:24:26,443 --> 01:24:27,485
[splash]

1289
01:25:14,824 --> 01:25:18,495
[water sloshing]

1290
01:25:34,511 --> 01:25:39,266
♪ somber music ♪

1291
01:25:39,266 --> 01:25:43,270
♪